My Grief seems to know no boundaries. It is always there. Sometimes it hides behind a smile or a moment of real laughter, but it always returns quickly with such painful force.
Not a day goes by without tears and physical pain. The human body is not equipped for such overwhelming loss. It aches, and there seems to be no remedy; no relief.
In every quiet moment I feel I am fighting to survive this. It is exhausting. This is the other side of love. Only a love of such purity could cause a wound this deep.
People say, "give it time, it will get easier." I don't know how chronic pain can ever become easy. I don't know how devastating loss can every feel ok.
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