Two years ago today my life changed. Two years ago today was Brian's surgery and the horrific declaration from the doctor that he was dying.
After that he never came home. After that he, we, never did so many things.
Today there were some horribly painful memories. Today there were some awful moments. There were also some good ones.
It still hurts. It will always hurt. But I need to live with the pain and loss and still be happy. And I have to somehow figure it all out.
