I've been trying so hard to figure out how to live with grief. I don't know how to do it. I reach out to my friends, I force myself to get out, I try to rationalize my feelings, but there is no denying that I'm depressed. Severely depressed - and therapy or antidepressants aren't going to fix it.
I am not good at being alone with myself. I miss Brian. The loneliness is suffocating. I can't imagine that time can heal this unbearable loneliness.
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